Elder Gerald N. Lund
Of the Seventy
I know how deeply He loves us and how perfectly compelling His love is for us.
After 34 years in the Church Educational System, my wife
and I decided about three years ago to retire and set our feet on some different
paths in life. At that point we began to make plans. We changed our residence
to be closer to children and grandchildren. I began to develop what I thought
were some wonderful projects. Some were absolutely brilliant, I thought. And
then one of those pivotal moments in life happened.
It was our privilege at that time to be living across
the street from Elder F. Enzio Busche, now an emeritus Seventy, and his wife.
One day Elder Busche taught our high priests quorum, and he cited a scripture
in the book of Alma where Alma longs to have the voice of an angel. Then Alma
immediately repents of those feelings, and in verse four makes a remarkable
statement. He suggests that we have to be careful what we desire, for the Lord
grants unto us the desires of our heart. And then came what was to me almost
a stunning statement: "Whether they be unto salvation or unto destruction."
God will grant unto us, according to our will, the things which we desire (see
Alma
29:15).
I went home that dayand it's not that I felt any of
my desires were wrongbut in that moment I realized that those desires were
mine. That day I began to try to let the Lord know that what I'd like
to do is fulfill His desires. Even then, I thought I really meant it,
but I came to know that that's an easy thing to say and a difficult thing to
do. As Elder Maxwell said yesterday, only when we truly yield our hearts to
God can He begin to accelerate the purification and the sanctification and the
perfecting process (see Hel.
3:35). We have found in the three years that have come since that time that
the Lord has set our feet on different paths than we expected, and this one
is the latest.
Just the other day, after President Hinckley called my
wife and me, I was reading in the book of Deuteronomy and found a verse in the
12th chapter that came to mean a lot to me. It's put in the form of a commandment.
The Lord says, "Thou shalt rejoice before the Lord thy God in all that thou
puttest thine hands unto" (Deut.
12:18). We are grateful for this privilege to rejoice in the Lord at this
new opportunity.
Since starting on those paths, we have come to learn how
truly merciful God is, how deeply He loves us, and how perfectly compelling
His love is for us. When I was 16 years old and not smart enough to know very
much at all, the Spirit touched my heart and I realized the significance of
the woman that you marry. Starting at that time I began to pray that the Lord
would find for me the woman who would be my eternal companion. Those prayers
were answered, and all that we now enjoy in our family with children and grandchildren
is largely responsible to her.
I've come to know that Jesus is our Christ, that His and
the Father's mercies are infinite and never ending, even when we're not deserving.
I've always loved the Prophet Joseph Smith, but it was my privilege to spend
about 10 years in an intensive and extensive study of his life, of his writings,
of his teachings, and of those who knew and loved him, and I came to know that
here is a prophet of prophets, one who was worthy to bring about the Restoration
of this last great dispensation. And I've come to know with great power that
those keys that he restored have continued unbroken to this day and now reside
in our living prophet, even Gordon B. Hinckley.
Again, we rejoice in this opportunity to serve. We are
deeply humbled and greatly honored, and I leave that testimony with you in the
name of Jesus Christ, amen.